(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.	× I own lots of books.
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

( it goes on... )

It's official, my elementary school friend does like my ex-co-worker~ lol!! And it's not just a simple crush, she seems to like him A LOT! My ex-co-worker, however, seemed troubled by this. He's not ready to be in another relationship yet, and he doesn't know if he truly likes my friend or not. It sounded as if he wants to ask me for advice when he called me a few minutes ago. It's not like I don't want to help him, but it's beyond my ability to help him right now. Both of them are my friends, and if either one's feeling is hurt, I will feel guilty for hooking them up last Saturday.

Like... man, I never expect tonight's meeting with my ex-co-worker would be so much fun! My other co-worker was there too, and the conversation that we had were just plain hilarious. These guys are too much fun to hang out with. It's funny how Jacky Szeto "kinda" stole my ex-co-worker's ex-girlfriend. What's even more funny is that my ex-co-worker's ex-girlfriends were both stolen by guys whose names are called Jacky, and both happens to attend University of York. I was like, "lucky my name is not Jacky and I don't go to York"... lol~

I just found out that a female co-worker of mine actually has a crush on me, and she's pretty hot too. But then I doubt I'd go for a girl like that even if I were single. Why? Because she broke up with her ex-boyfriend just because he forgot it was her birthday one day. I wouldn't go out with her even if she's hotter than my girl. Why? Because the only future that I see lies with that of Jesslyn's.

One of my closer co-worker got fired yesterday. I had no idea this was gonna happen to him when I left work at 6PM. We all know that the company will start cutting off people at the end of this month, but I didn't expect him to leave so soon. I know I won't last long at MTL either, so I better put my act together and look for another job... and fast.

I exchanged phone numbers with my co-worker who just left the company. He's a really fun dude, and I'm sure we'll hang out with the rest of my co-workers someday. Heck, we might go sing K one of these days.

Man, 2nd day on the job and I'm 20 minutes late. I'm really at the borderline of getting my ass kicked at work, but the higher ups there are being more than nice to me by not giving me attitude. The job is majorly ass boring. The only thing that kept me going is that it's an office work and I need to build up a nice referrence for my future careers.

I just got my programming diploma today! Hurray! I don't have to go back to Centennial no more~ at least not until I decide to take another program at that place.

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In September I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). In February I bought porn for big_nutter (-10 points). Last Sunday I put gum in mikeweedmark's hair (-12 points). Last week I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). In August I set daltonofzeal's puppy on fire (-66 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-145 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal! Sincerely, Fenril_Knight

I got 129k in Guild Wars! Wouldn't that be nice if it were real money? Hahah! If only the Twins and Gary jai would stop playing World of Warcraft, then we can get ourselves a guild hall in GW. We still need a few more active members in our guild though. Can't start a war without at least 8 members in it. Currently, our guild has 6 members. We need only 2 more to fight against the other guilds and make a name for ourselves. Ouway said she'll buy a new computer soon. And when she does, she'll definately join me in GW. Jasper said he might join too, since he may be getting GW for free.

Two more days till my last midterm. Am I ready for it yet? Well... kinda. Just need to print off the last lecture notes and read them a couple of times. Must do my best in this midterm, since my prof has very high hopes fo me in his course. Dammit, if only I wasn't the only one that stands out in his C# course last semester, he wouldn't even notice me in his Java course this term. C# was easy, just like any other C languages, but Java was like... HOLY SHIT! I don't know why others think otherwise. I'm starting to see the similarities between Java and C++/# though. Guess that's why my friends are telling me that if I know C++, I should know Java.

I only have 2 and a half months left before I graduate. Omg this is so exciting! Actually... No it's not. Being out of school and without a job means that I am officially unemployed. OFFICIALLY that is. I need to stop talking about it, I'm starting to find the job topic meaningless and boring. I mean, if I find one, great, if not, no need to complain about it yea?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALTON WALTONWHOHASDELETEDHISLIVEJOURNALAGAIN~~~

Last Friday was PaJaMi’s 22nd birthday. I can’t believe it’s already been 8 years since I first met them. I wasn’t that close to Jackie and Michael during the first 2 years of highschool. I only got to know them better after I started going out with my girl. Patrick, on the other hand, was closer to me because we used to do a lot of bballing and online gaming throughout our HS years. I got to know Patrick even more after we graduated to post-secondary school. He told me a lot about his past problems with his family in which I can totally relate to. He has suffered so much in the past and yet he manages to put up a big fat smile all throughout highschool is a tremendous feat indeed.

Anyhow, we had a bowling party at 9:00pm for the trios that day. I was playing against Jackie, Richard, Patrick, Gary, and Albert on our first game. It was sort of a warm-up match so none of us pulled of anything noticeable. However, the second game was pure jokes when almost everyone on my lane was having a grudge match against me. It was sooooo funny when some of them acted as if they’ve swore an oath to pwn me in that game but ended up losing at the end. I seriously laughed my ass off on that game. Having the highest score on our second game was not the reason that made me laugh, heck, most of them could’ve beat my score if they were playing seriously, but the cause for my laughter was mainly due to the trash-talking that we made to each other during our match.
I haven’t laughed so hard since the early days of highschool. Those guys reminded me of all the fun that we had back when I was still single. All the guy stuff that we did back then were just plain awesome. Sometimes I do wonder how my life would be if I hadn’t gone out with my girl. It’s too late to find out now… err… or should I say, I don’t want to find out now, now that I am so dedicated to my wifey, I don’t think I would ever want to be single anymore.

With a blink of an eye, 3 weeks have gone by already. My mom and sis are coming back to Toronto tonight! Hurray~ No more being in the house alone with my dad anymore! WOOT WOOT!! Oh I almost forgot, my sister’s gonna return my digicam to me as soon as she comes back~ which means I can finally post new pictures of me on friendster! Wahahaha!!! Awesomenessss.

Oh fudge, just as I predicted, my C Programming course is cancelled due to the lack of people registered in the course. However, some dude from Centennial College called me and asked if I would like to replace C Programming with C# instead. I was thrilled to hear that he would make the C# credit equivalent to that of the C course. Woot! He also said a whole buncha stuff about VB.Net and some other .Net courses, but due to my short attention span, I couldn’t remember all the things that he said.

I hope that dude doesn’t mess up my schedule so that I would have to go to day school or something, cause I would prefer to take night school and work during the day. Speaking of work… I found a position that is most suitable for the program that I took at Centennial, which is Computer Programmer Analyst. But the only conflict that I have with that position is, I have to be really good at developing a Data Flow Diagram, which is something that I am worst at doing. They even emphasized that the one who will be taking up the position will have to be able to draw DETAIL DFDs for their system. Guess I should’ve studied harder on DFDs last year, eh?

ARGHH!! The friggin' tracker for Naruto the Movie went down! HOLY SHHHHIIIIIT! I was so close to finish downloading the movie! I have 91.1% of it done already, and yet the tracker had to go out on me all of a sudden. OMFG!! This is the worse day of my life! Huhuhuh... *faints*

Oh gawd my head hurts. My luck's been going down the drain this week. First of all, all the v-game stores at XYZ malls stashed their 'pirated' copies of video games away cause the cops were having an inspection on them this week (which means no Stella Deus for me until next week), THEN the Dattebayo tracker took away my only entertainment for tonight... sigh... when will this all end!?!? But then, nothing is worse than not being able to find a single decent job from the NEWSPAPERS! Or is it that I'm not searching hard enough?

I had KFC for lunch this afternoon. While I was ordering at poulet frit kentucky, my former KFC manager showed up from behind the... umm... counter 'thing' inside the kitchen. I wasn't able to chat with him for long though cause my F-ING dad was waiting for me outside the store, so I had to bid him farewell. Sigh... there is so much to catch up with my ex-manager and yet I only get to exhange a few words with him... this sucks. As I was leaving the store, I could tell that he misses me a lot. Well, I can't blame him though, I mean, who wouldn't miss me? ROFL LMAO LOL!!! ... Anyway, on the way home, I was thinking about working in the food service sector again, but then I'm practically graduated from my CPA program, so if I were to work full-time in KFC or something, what'll happen to my pride as a programming graduate from Centennial College? But then again, most College students have no pride in their diplomas anyway. Hahaha... However, just for the record, degrees and diplomas means nothing to me, getting a decent job and being able to raise my own family is all that matters to me the most.

Twelve days have passed since my mom and sis left for HK. I did missed them the first couple of days or so, but I got used to not seeing them around now. However, living with my dad alone is a pain. No one will ever understand how I feel right now. Just imagine living with your worst enemy for 3 weeks straight, taking numerous insults from him, and listening to him constantly cursing behind someone's back. I never had a good night sleep ever since my mom and sis left. I was literally liviing in hell in the past 12 days. I'm tired of him cursing behind my mom's back every single day. If he dislikes her so, why not get a divorce right now so that he would never have to see her again? But meh, my dad's just all talk, he would be so helpless by himself if my mom wasn't around, and if I had joined my mom and sis on their vacation, he'd be long dead by now.

Man, my eyebags are getting friggin' huge! And not just huge, they are f-ing dark too! OMGz! I wish I could get more sleep, but with my dad around, sleeping in is near impossible. As soon as he comes home from work, which is around 8:30AM in the morning, he causes so much ruckus around the house that unless you have your ears plugged, there is no way that you can continue sleeping without getting waked up by him. On the other hand, if me or my other family members makes the slightest noise around the house while he sleeps, his male PMS mode will activate almost immediately and swear at everyone nonstop. Heh, this is just one of the billion reasons why I live in fear while he's around. Anyhow, I am eagerly awaiting for my mom and sis's return! I'm sure they wouldn't want to come back and face my horrid dad, but... wahahaha!! Like they have a choice! Only 11 more days to go... I can endure this camp nightmare. Must bench more to lower my stress!

Greatsword You preferred a weapon with 50% power over speed and 27% range over melee.

You use a Greatsword. Do the words Zweihander or Flamberge mean anything to you? You prefer a Greatsword, a massive, heavy blade frequently strong enough to cut down the rides of mounted warriors. Though slow, the impressive length and heft of a greatsword makes it capable even of breaking through armor. Your enemies will run from the deadly arcs of your blade as you bear down on them.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 68% on power You scored higher than 29% on range

Link: The What's Your Signature Weapon Test written by inurashii on Ok Cupid

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Ivan
2. Navi
3. Wai Puke (by an old friend who made fun of my Chinese name)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Fenril Knight (had it since grade 9)
2. Holy Knight
3. Dark Knight (incase you don't know, all my screen names have the word Knight in them...)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. nothing
2. NOTHING
3. nOtHiNg (I just realized that there isn't a single physical thing that I like about myself. Seriously.)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. The fact that I never have any energy <-- same as Dalton I guess
2. My body size
3. My height (I would be satisfied if I was at least 6 feet tall)

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Chinese
2. Harmonian
3. Filgaian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Bugs
2. Slimey things
3. Nude pictures of Neb

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My wifey
2. Entertainment systems!!!
3. Food and water

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. nothing
2. nothing
3. nothing o_O

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Takako Uehara (I like her because of her looks... ^0^)
2. Yumiko Cheng (same reason as above)
3. Lindsay Lohan ('' '' '')

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. 1000 Words - (FFX-2)
2. Naruto's Main theme - (Naruto OST)
3. GO!! - (Flow)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Mutual Love and Respect
2. Honesty
3. *cough*sex*cough*? -_-

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. My mind is corrupted
2. My 6th birthday wish came true
3. I hate my girlfriend with a passion

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. When they wear revealing clothings (told you my mind is corrupted...lol!)
2. Their treasure chaste (hmm... what's a treasure chaste again? the upper part or the lower part...?)
3. Girls with long straight hair

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Gaming
2. Benching
3. Chatting

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Play Shining Tears
2. Get a job and start working
3. Get a haircut

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Programmer/Analyst
2. Networking technician
3. Pro Videogamer! (What's better than getting paid to play video games?)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Tokyo, Japan
2. Paris (because my my girl wants to go there)
3. Any place with lotsa hot girls around

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Christie
2. Nicholai ^o^
3. Jr. ;P

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Attend my children's weddings
2. Travel around the world with my wifey
3. Become a farmer when I reach 70

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. When I leave my hair long
2. I play with Barbies
3. I watch girly movies (ie. Bring it on, Mean Girls, The Hot Chick, etc...)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I gawk at girls A LOT! (only the ones who are hot)
2. I like street fights (though I never want to get involved with one)
3. I'm a violent-loving guy

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Rachel McAdams
2. Naomi Watts
3. Ayumi Kinoshita

Since it's only asking for 3, I won't post any more... I just have too many celeb crushes!

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. umm...
2. uhhh...
3. Big Nutter?

I found this message while I was browsing through the DW5 message board @ gamefaqs.com. The topic of that thread was, "Could you take Lu Bu in real life".

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From: Omega Hunter | Posted: 4/3/2005 8:10:39 AM | Message Detail
You realize that he was a chinese man that lived 2000 years ago. Now look at your average chinese man today. Yea they are kinda short arent they. Now compare that to a chinese man 2000 years ago and what do you have...an even shorter man. Couple that with there crappy diets composed mostly of rice and definitely not enouph protein. What do you have a litterally inferior man to that of today. Now me im 5'11 (they would have called me a giant), 19 years old and I regularly run and lift weights seriously. I am in guaranteed better condition then he was. My diet is clean and controlled 40% protein 30% good fats (no saturated or trans and alot of Omega 3s and 6s) 30% complex carbs (not white rice like they ate, mostly whole grains or brown rice). To top it all off im black while genetically it can be argued that chinese are the smallest weakest people on average on the planet it can easily be argued that black people are the exact opposite (well the ones that are fed properly). Proof, go watch some sports and dont kid yourself black athletes have taken over many of them.

Now to the question at hand could I an athlete that has a great modern diet and runs 4 times a week and lifts weights 3 times a week and has 6 years of formal martial arts training and a liftime of getting jumped and fighting for survival (or at least keeping all teeth) training *breathes* take on Lu Bu in real life....it all comes down to if its man to man fist to fist...if that Lu Bu better haul ass before I lay it down on him. Now if ancient weapons are involved maybe he has a slight and I mean SLIGHT advantage. But it is still going to be a good fight.

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Makes me wonder if that's how the rest of the world view Chinese people that way. That dude just gave me one more reason to lift weights even more. As I read more of other people's posts on that thread, a guy that posted said he could bench 200+lbs when he was 16... and that just killed my morale a lil'. At any rate, once this semester is over, I'm gonna resume training regularly. I've been occupied by schoolwork and video games so much that I've been neglecting my training for more than a week now. On a side note, I'm glad that my networking project is done and over with. Now I can finally focus on finishing up my programming project and prepare for the final exams.

What’s with the weather today? It was sunny for the most part of the day and now it’s raining shit outside. I hope the weather would be nice in the next few days. Bright and sunny atmospheres can always sooth my troubled mind. In just a few weeks’ time, I’m gonna have to look for a full-time job. I’ve been panicking for days now for whether or not I’ll be able to work at my friend’s workplace. I’m not even sure if they still have the tech support position available for me by the time I’m done with school this semester. Further more, most of my school projects are due in 2 weeks time and I’m not even sure if I could finish them by then. For my networking project, me and two of my group members were assigned to write a 25 page report based on our research on firewalls. Since there were three of us in the group, I divided our work equally so that each member would be responsible for doing 8 pages each. I thought everything was cool as long as I have my part covered, but hell was I wrong. The report is due next Monday and both of my group mates f*cked up my project real bad. One of them haven’t (and did not intend to) done any research at all, and the other one, who surprisingly have 15 pages of the report done, was caught plagiarizing the whole f*cking thing! It’s not like I don’t plagiarize, but I do it with style man. That idiot just copy and pasted all the information about firewall straight off the Internet! Lucky for him, the one who caught him plagiarizing was none other than Mr. Fenril Knight myself, else not only will the group suffer from his actions, I might be suspended because of his cause as well. How did I know that the things that he wrote were copied off the Internet? It was because I somehow stumbled across a firewall FAQ site that had the exact subtitles and spelling mistakes/typos that were on his report. Not only that, he didn’t even change anything from the research paragraphs at all, everything look exactly the same as it was on that site. Anyhow, he asked me to give him two days to rewrite everything in his owns words so I agreed. I reported this incident to the professor two days ago. The reason for that is because I need to let the prof know that I have nothing to do with the plagiarized part of the report if that dude happens to do it again on his revised paragraphs. The other dude in my group told me that the reason why he wasn’t able to contribute to the report was because... his grandfather passed away last month… WTF!!!? I’m not trying to be harsh but that is the lamest excuse EVER! I’m sorry to hear that his gramps died, but life goes on. The project was assigned to him MONTHS before what happened to his gramps, so seriously, he should have at least a few pages of research done by now. Anyhow, I’m gonna do more research regarding firewall tomorrow.

Nothing out of the norm happened last month, ‘cept for going to Lisa’s birthday party and inviting Albert over to my place for a gaming tourney. I met a lot of cool peeps at Lisa’s bday dinner last month. Out of the 30+ people who were there, the ones who weren’t knew to me was Ivan Man (yes, he has the same first name as me), my girlfriend, and the birthday girl herself. Jin, a former schoolmate from Centennial, dropped by at the party on that day, but he only stayed for 3 minutes before he left somewhere else. Though the dinner was crap okay, I had a blast at the party! If only Dalton hadn’t moved so far up north (or was it up north? Me forgot), I would’ve asked him to join the party with me; since Lisa wanted to invite more people and she knew Dalton long before I did. Last week’s face-off with Alb in Tekken 5 and Naruto kicked major ass! I thought I was gonna pwn him in both games but it turned out that I was struggling in trying to out match him. If only our friends were there to witness our gruesome match last Saturday, it would be so awesome~ especially when I that double KO in T5 WITH Alb, that really LOLed my socks off. Alrights, going to work on my programming project for the next 30 minutes until my night class starts. Laters!

Hmm... which one should I use for my MSN avy?

It’s that time again~ Time to blog on my journal due to boredom. I still have one and a half hours left before my night class starts, so I have lotsa time to spare for bloggy woggy. I spent approximately 3 hours working on my programming project already, so now I’m just gonna relax and procrastinate until 7pm. Like I said in my previous post, I’ve been spending a lot of time playing Xenosaga 2 recently. Although I still haven’t beaten the game yet, I think I should take a break from it and play Tekken 5 instead. Since my thirst for playing T5 is rising, I’m gonna go T5 frenzy for the next few days. Besides, Mr. Won’s saying that he’s already mastered most(if not all) of Hwoarang’s moves, so I better start refreshing my killer combos for Jin and Kazuya so that my chances of losing to him will be at a minimal.

Life is pretty good so far, meaning there is no major depression going on with me and things are pretty smooth sailing at school. If all goes well at the end of this semester, life should be a bit better for me from then on. As I have said before in one of my blog entries, I will become a part-time student after this semester, which means OSAP is gonna ask me to pay back my loans pretty soon. Most of my OSAP money was spent on my girl(WTF!?), and she still wants me to buy her expensive jewelries and stuff because that’s what her friends got from their bfs. I’m not trying to be cheap or anything, but must I follow whatever her friends' bfs are doing (ie. Treating their gfs for a $300+ dinner, buying expensive jewelries that are worth hundreds of dollars)? Sometimes I get really annoyed with her comparing me her friends' bfs. But, whatever, there’s no point in bringing this up all of a sudden. Oh wait, there is a point, and that is she’s making me spend my OSAP money for non-academic purposes. I borrowed more than enough from OSAP that I can pay for more than 3 years worth of tuition and books, but now I only have a couple thousand left in my bank. Guess where most of my excess OSAP money went to, eh? Well…Uh… To be honest, some of the money went to video games *gasp*, but most of them were spent on unnecessary objects for my girl! Honestly!

Anyway, I’m really looking forward for next semester; I just can’t wait to become a part-time student and work full-time, if possible. Either way, I must look for a full-time job after April. I can’t afford to take part-time courses and bum around at home all day. I don’t wanna create opportunities for my dad to yell at me, so getting a job next semester is a must. I’m gonna have to refrain myself from the urge of buying video games whenever popular games come out, that should be able to save me some money for repaying my debt. ‘Sides from paying back my loans, I still have to think about paying my parents their monthly allowances. My sister’s been paying them 800 bucks a month, it might be more, I dunno. On top of that, she’s got like 20 thousand dollars worth of OSAP loans to pay off. I’m sure it is less than 20 thousand by now, but still, she’s got a lot to pay back. I on the other hand, only have to pay less than 10 thousand after my status of being a full-time student is over. Gosh, I really want to graduate ASAP and work full-time. I can never comprehend why my girl wants to stay in UTSC so bad. She’s wants to stay at UTSC for another year or so and yet her mom is saying that her program is trash and that she should take accounting at some other post-secondary. Well, if she had made it to pharmacology, her mom wouldn’t force her to leave U of T, but since she didn’t make it to that program, her mom’s been telling her to quit her current major because the careers that her program offers are very obscure. I kinda agree with her mom on this one, because there doesn’t seem to be a lot of job opportunities for her program. Deep down in her heart I can tell that her major reason for wanting to stay at UTSC is because she wants to graduate at the same time with her school mates. I must say, that is a really selfish and bullcrap reason for staying at that University. I asked her a couple of times for why she wanted to stay at that program even when her mom is forcing her to change her major to accounting at some other place, and the first answer that she kept on telling me is that, she wants to stay with her UTSC friends and graduate at the same time with them. Anyhow, I’m not really supposed to write about her problems here because I was told to keep it a secret, but I didn’t talk about it in depth so… It’s ok, right? Alrights, I gotta go pee now, I’ll write on my bloggy again some other time.

I've been occupied with playing Xenosaga ep2 ever since I got a working copy of it last Sunday. After playing through a couple of minutes from where I left off last month, the disc 2 screen popped up and prompt me to insert the 2nd disc. I'm 18 hours into the game right now, and it looks to me that I am near the end of the game. My characters' levels are in the mid 30s, I wonder if that'll be enough to defeat the last boss, if I am near the end of the game that is. Right now I'm at the part where Shion and co arrived at the core of Labyrinthos, Dr. Mizrahi(sp?) research place in Old Miltia. Before heading to Old Miltia, chaos or Jin said that Old Miltia is there final destination or something, so I must be at the end right? I should be done with this game by the end of this weekend. Actually, I got a test coming up next Monday, so it might take me a bit longer before I can watch the ending of episode 2.

I so want to write about what's happened so far in the story, but then I don't wanna spoil anything for Dalton of Bond if he happens to read this, so yea I'm just gonna keep it to myself until he finishes the game. All I can say is that the mastermind behind the Miltian conflict is(or kind of) revealed in episode 2, and that something bad happened to Nigredo. After playing through disc one, it is safe to say that Albedo wasn't originally a bad person at all. He started to go nuts after he realized that he is the only URTV that possess the ability to regenerate. Anyhow, there are still a lot of mysteries that are left unsolved, like who the heck are those robed people working for the CEO of Vector, and what happened to Albedo after he stole the Y-data from MOMO (it might be explained though after I finish ep2).

Ah crap... very...hungry... must eat hotdog in the cafe...

I just woke up from a 40 minute afternoon nap. I hate having naps in between the day, it feels like a waste of time sleeping when you could use that time to do all sorts of things in your life. If only my old fag hadn't dragged me out for breakfast early in the morning, I wouldn't be so tired when I got home at 11. Man, I hate his day-offs, it's like hell on earth for me when he's at home. His f-ing presence around me is driving me mad. I seriously hope that I could get a full-time job at the end of this semester so that I could save up some money and get the hell outta here.

In just a couple of weeks or so, my mom and my sis will be going back to Hong Kong to have a major shopping spree. Unfortunately for me, I will be spending at least 3 weeks living with my dad while they are having fun at HK. Life is gonna suck even more when that happens. I can't even stand one minute having that fag around, how am I gonna survive the 3 weeks of facing my dad one-on-one at home? I didn't want to think about it for a while now, but as the day of my mom and sis' trip keeps on getting closer, I can't help it but to make preperations for the horror that I have to face. Oh f*ck, I just realized that I might not be able to see my girl on the weekends during those 3 weeks. I always get a ride to P Mall from my mom on Saturdays so that I could meet up with my girl and spend time together, but how the heck am I suppose to get there if she leaves the country for 3 friggin' weeks!? It's not like I don't want to take a bus there, it's just that I will get one helluva time from my dad if I do. Asking my dad for the car is out of the question. That fag would rather bring the car with him to the coffin than lending it to me to drive. Gawd, I wish I had stayed in my KFC job while I was 18. I could've saved enough money to buy a used car buy now if I hadn't quit 3 years ago. Why didn't I look for another job you say? Well how the hell am I gonna look for one when I can hardly go out more than once per week? I must say, my old fag's got issues man. All I wanted in my life is to live normally just like how all my other friends does with theirs, but my dad is making my world a living hell. I have survived his torment for 22 years now, hopefully in just 2 more months everything will start to change when I get to work full-time. Hell, I should've listend to my bud when he told me to change my major from programming to networking. There're a lot more job opportunities for networking than programming. But like what my other friends are telling me, I'm at the end of my programming major now, I just need to complete 3 more courses next semester then I'm friggin' graduamacated. I intend to take part-time networking courses though after I graduate. I doubt I'll be able to find a good programming position with the skills that I have now, but I have faith in getting a good networking position after I take the CISCO course or something. Ah well, I'll ask my bud for more details for what courses to take when the time comes.

Ooooh frig, I can't believe I'm still f-ing 149lbs even after going through weight lifting and taking protein powders! I was 148lbs a year and a half ago without taking any supplements, but thanks to the godly powders, I gained a lotta fat instead of weight. Damn, I think I need to revise my workout routine again. My usual 4 sets of 10s with my 90lbs barbell is getting me nowhere. Sure my strenght has increased significantly over the past 2 years... But looking good is all that matters! And man do I still have a long way to go. Two of my lil' cousins are twice the size that I am now. They could workout with 20lbs dumbbells no problem, but as for me, I'm f-ing struggling with a 15lbs dumbbell... WTF!!? Man I'm getting impatient. I'm 22 now and I look friggin' weak compared to some 17-18 year-old kids, damn I'm f*cked. Anyway, I'm not the type that will give up so easily. Time to get off the comp and do some iron pumping now.